There's so much i wish to say but somehow, words are just insufficient to express them. One of my friend has left my college and i do miss the time i spend with him.
Exam is coming soon and i am feeling very hectic and tired. Exhaustion can really provoke your mind to think of stupid things. Seeing everyone rushing to study and the feeling of knowing that this trial examination is part of my future does add a lot of weight onto my already burdened shoulders.
But you know, over the previous weeks, i come to realize that this is not my journey alone in the wilderness.. Yesterday night, a friend of mine asked how is it that i can keep on being so persistence and resilient in my studies. I chuckled and that was that.
What people see in me is i myself, but i know it isn't me, it is my friends. Sometimes, when i feel so tensed up and my mind started to go adrift, i can reminiscent upon the time i spend with my friends and i feel so at peace with myself. At times when i feel like life is no longer meaningful, i just think of my friends who are also harboring great dreams and great plans and i feel so motivated once more. At times when i feel like all hope is lost, my friends are just a phone message away.
I don't have a lot of friends like some others but i do have a few close friends with whom i shared the same perspective of life and to me, i think that is one of the greatest blessings in life that i have received.
Now thinking back all these, i finally know why i can't express my gratitude to my friends just now, because words, diminishes their value in my life. With age, i come to realize that it's not about how many people i know, it's about how many true friends i have.
And after everything i think of this, i guess life, despite its whims and pains, it's still beautiful after all XD
3 comments:
Best of luck for you exam! may god bless you! I always believe hard work would be paid one day. Yo bro, you have work very hard for your study, may be your result might not satisfy you, but there would be no regret. The things that you learn throughout this process would be the most valuable stuff that you never gain in you pile of books, so, appreciate it. Remember, I am proud to be your friend. gambateh!
after reading ur post, i wanna say, yea, true, exhaustion can really provoke our mind to think of stupid things. i been thinking a lot of stupid things everynight and ended up sobbing alone in the night. but afterall, we still have to live this life. remember there is always dawn after the darkest night. God is actually there helping us. lean on Him as He is always our mountain and rock! Gambateh! all the best in your study.
Sailor : Thanks bro ! i appreciate it ! Miss you.. you study hard ya !
Lemon : amen ! haha.. let's work hard and fly together XD
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