The Reason Forward

Just finished Chemistry 3B paper. Okay.. it's not too bad.. quite nice actually.. sweet and simple. Nothing weird or out of the ordinary questions this time. Another 2 hours to my next chemistry Unit 1 paper but somehow, i don't feel like studying for it at the moment.

Yesterday, my friends surprised me with an advanced birthday gift. It was a photo frame consisting of four photos that we had taken together. I don't know how i am suppose to describe that feeling nor do i know what words to choose, because the feeling that encompasses me transcends all possible words of expressions. It wasn't just another birthday gift; heck, it's not even just a photo frame. It is, to me, something that i can bring over and reflect on and remember by of my life in INTEC when i am long gone from here. It is personal and it is meaningful. Above all, it contains the priceless friendship that we shared.

Darn.. they just made leaving INTEC harder for me *frowns*

I've been thinking a lot about my future lately. One thing i realize, is that even as fearful as it seems, the first step we take will always be a symbol of resounding determination that i will not give in to fear. The only way we can prove that fear is wrong, is by challenging fear itself.

It's not that things are difficult that we do not dare, but more often, it is because we do not dare that things are difficult. I pray that God will grant me the courage and the strength to challenge my fears.

Love ends when we stop caring,

Friendship stops when we stop sharing,

Faith stops when we stop dreaming,

Hope ends when we stop believing,

And, life,

Life ends when we stop fighting for what we believe in.

Challenge my fears. That's forever going to be the reason why i am moving forward.